Author Archives: bella6313

Learning What Really Matters in Life

The last week has hit me like a ton of bricks, but tonight and last night really hit home. Yes I had my heart broken, but I half way did it to myself. Last night I realized how much the … Continue reading

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My sons are always saying go blog about it……..

My boys are always saying to someone “go blog about it” so I decided tonight that I would.  It has been awhile anyway and I want to get all this off my chest.  The last six months of my life … Continue reading

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Counting On………………

     After my surgery, making up hours, and graduation my body has just been worn down.  I am sad most of the time, but of course you tell everyone how happy you are.  I mean there are very few people … Continue reading

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Fear and Loneliness

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6      A friend sent this Bible verse to me … Continue reading

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How Much We Take For Granted…………..

“Living with integrity means: Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships. Asking for what you want and need from others. Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension. Behaving in ways … Continue reading

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Forgotten Not Forgiven

     I am laying here tonight finally feeling some sort of peace.  I have so much to be thankful for and for some reason it is easily to forget.  Even though my heart is still somewhat sad, I think some things … Continue reading

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Lonliness feels my heart tonight…………..

    Tonight I feel like I am the most alone person in the world.  I told the only other possible guy that could have been the father that I lost the baby and he said he had heard.  Then had … Continue reading

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